Okays, so now. not only have i lost freinds, been accused of things i haven't done and been ignored.

So what the fucking hell does someone have to do on DA to actually get freinds? besides be next to perfect.

i have maybe *counts* 4 freinds on here that are true freinds

To everyone else i always seem to be one of those freinds thats a freind when you need me to be, then nobody when someone better comes along. and i'm fucking sick of it.

And i've been accused of picking fights in a chat room, a chatroom i had only been in twice, i really got banned because i had a script so that if i got kicked i automatically rejoined. and i happened to idle while i went to take a piss. so i was banned... does that sound like fucking picking a fight to you.

And of course, you gotta love, when theres something i actually ask people to help me with, i'm ignored, no, not just people refusing to help, but being completely ignored, WOULD YOU LIKE IT BETTER IF I SHOVED IT IN YOUR FACE FOR ONCE. .


I'M FUCKING TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING NICE, AND NO ONE GIVEING A FUCK. SO YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU CAN ALL FUCK OFF.


those of you that do care should know how to get to me.

I'm switching acounts. this one is dead, i'll leave everything up, but you won't see me on it, not anymore.
my new acount is NightTamarak


If you have gaia and wish to talk it is also NightTamarak

if you wish to speak to me at all, i beleive i have my msn posted, otherwise, you can note the new acount.

please go here and make an acount right, so like, you don't have to use it... at all... just please do this lol, it'll help me alot

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LISTEN TO IT

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NOW LAUGH WITH ME

if i'm emo lately it's just... as of late i've really felt like if i were to just disapear, and never get online, only about 5 of my freinds would really care and try to reach me some how... and that actually only 10 would notice.

i just feel un important, un noticed, and besides from Kyler, and Eli, and tim, unloved.


i just fee like i'm just some kid to everyone... and it's really getting to me... so yeah.

if i do act emo... thats why, and i'm sorry, i'm trying to be happy, i really am.


OH, i dyed my hair... pics up tomarrow

whee, i geuss i'm 17 now